Remind me

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At such a time as this when my emotions try to get the better of me

when my thoughts get clouded just wanting to break free from my misery

when weariness sets in of standing in the midst of these all

when on the here and now I can just be ashamed for my wicked heart

Remind me, my sweet Hope of Your promised serenity

Remind me, my enduring Rock of Your love holding me steadfastly

When all I can weep for was what was gone,

remind me my Great Restorer of the blissful eternity.

For all these ruins, I am momentarily shaken

remind me I can persevere for all that You have given.

Remind me of the saints of old, and Your covenant made new,

O King Jesus, remind me that I have You.

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Day 365/365 

Just a few minutes left and 2015 will take its final bow and 2016 will be here! Wow. Can you believe it? I can vividly remember the first day of 2015 and now  day 365/365 is here but before it finally closes… I’d like to squeeze in this post more on to remind myself one of the biggest lessons that God has taught me for this year and that is…

HIS GRACE IS SUFFICIENT.

sufficient for me to boldly step out and claim the fulfillment of what I have believed for..

sufficient for me to lift up my hands and sing my heart out to Him and experience and enjoy the fullness of His presence…

sufficient for me to stand strong and pursue what He has called me to do…

sufficient for me to say “No” and be delivered from the things that are trying to stop me from living a life of true freedom…

and ever sufficient for me to hold on to Him and the surety of His Word!

And this grace that is ever sufficient is also always AVAILABLE…

in every moment, every circumstance, every season.

And because of that, 2015 has been great and I know this same grace will continually be available this coming 2016! So what’s to fear? I can only br excited and secured and grateful. Woot! All glory and honor belongs to you,Jesus!!!

PS. Here’s a throwback picture to the one of the most magical sunrise that I have witnessed last December first.   

Sa mga katulad kong hindi pumasa ng UPCAT…

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Naalala ko pa..nine years ago, nakarating din sa akin ang balita…tulad mo, wala daw yung pangalan ko sa mga pumasa. Ouch. Masakit diba?

May narinig ako nagsabi, may dalawang college lang daw sa Pilipinas…UP and others. Nuong una, eto din ang motto ko..sino nga ba naman ang hindi mangagarap na maging isang Isko o Iska?

Pero hindi lahat ng pangarap natutupad. Yun ang reality, diba? Kaya nung nabalitaan ko na hindi ako natanggap…well, sa taas yata kasi ng pangarap ko…wala na akong magawa kundi magmove on sa susunod na option…pasukan ang college kung saan kaya ni Papa at Mama ang bayad sa tuition…Heeeeello, Probinsiya! :)

Kaya naman, dito na ako nag-aral…welcome to my *now* Alma Mater, Saint Mary’s University!!!

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Hindi ko alam kung saang college ka mag-eenroll ngayong katulad ko hindi ka pumasa…siguro in the end, mapupunta ka din sa UP kung balak mong magpatransfer…pero alam mo, kung katulad mo ako na hindi pumasa…ang masasabi ko lang..AYOS LANG YAN! :) Bakit?

Kasi…napatunayan ko…

…na hindi ang pag-aaral sa UP ang magdedefine ng future ko.

…na hindi ang pagpasok sa UP ang tanging makakapagpaligaya sakin.

…na hindi ang diploma galing sa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas ang kukumpleto sa buhay ko.

So, sino?

Si God. Siya lang at wala ng iba pa. :)

At alam mo ang nakakatuwa? Sa pagpasok ko sa SMU, dito ko Siya nakilala…pati ang mga kaibigan na laging nag-eencourage at nagbibigay kulay sa aking buhay na dati ay napakalumbay.

Kagabi, habang nasa gitna ng Campus Night kung saan kasama ko ang napakadaming students galing sa mga colleges and universities dito sa Probinsiya na nagprapraise and worship kay God, naisip ko tong mga bagay na ‘to…sabay tanong…”kung nakapasa kaya ako sa UP makikilala ko din kaya si God dun?” o di kaya… “maeexperience ko din kaya yung ganitong klaseng kaligayan kung sa UP ako napadpad?” Siguro, oo din. Pero baka hindi rin…

Pagkatapos ng lahat ng pag-iisip na yun, napasmile nalang ako..at napa-thank you kay God..kasi Siya lang talaga ang in control ng lahat ng nangyari at mangyayari pa sa buhay ko…katulad ng sa iyo :) He is in control and He knows whats best for us…way better sa mga plano at pangarap natin.. :)

Kaya ngumiti ka na…kasi ang future mo ay punong-puno ng pag-asa! :)

New Year Ramblings

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Hi everyone! Happy New Year!!! :) I hope that all of you guys had a great time celebrating the new year whether it be with your friends or families. I did had a mighty fun time being with my family at our province in Quirino and it’s always refreshing to be at home…doing nothing but sleep all day long..haha! I hope that was truly the case for me but I spent my holidays travelling through and fro my Grandma’s house back to my Dad’s since my little brother wanted to visit her, then do grocery shopping, then had to do general cleaning in our house {because,well new year.already.} So yes, it was a kinda busy holiday vacation but still I enjoyed it simply because of the goodness and favor God brought even in the littlest things that happened during my time off.

And now, I’m back to work…and there’s kinda lot of things (STILL) that I have to get fixed, like my broken laptop (long stooorryyy..) and other things but I thank God that today I get to have a easy schedule..so I’m here able to process some thoughts with the new year and all…

P.S. Interesting how we can have a lot of deep thoughts sometimes, no? Hehe I noticed that with myself lately, since I mentioned that I was always on the road lately…and you know when you’re in the car and you watch the scenery outside your window…you fall into deep thoughts..well, that’s the case for me! Haha And I realized how I’ve been blogging less and less as 2014 went by (oops, sorry!) and remember how blogging…or writing actually had helped me process my many many many thoughts. So, yeah, here I am trying to get back on my writing zone and process some thoughts. I would actually understand if at the end of the first paragraph above, you’ve closed my tab already since this introductory thing’s turning out to be soooo long. And I’ve been using lot’s of “soooo” I’m getting irritated myself, ha! So (again!) let’s have some thought processing, shall we?!

Okay, as I was listening to the message for today’s Worship Service, I thought that it really cuts deep into the core of what all the things we dive in each and every time new year comes–RESOLUTIONS.

Many times, we resolve to not do some of the things we have been doing the past year anymore, like…

..i will not sleep late, i will not wake up late, i will not be late, anymore.

..i will not curse anymore.

..i will not drink softdrinks anymore.

..i will not….

or maybe do things, finally, this year…

..i will do excercise.

..i will go on diet.

..i will go to Church more.

..i will…

Oh well, honestly, I write them down too..problem with this is, we can’t just sustain it..to last the whole year, not unless we resolve to do the only thing that will make us keep all these resolutions or faith goals not only for the year, but for good…and that is resolving to HONOR GOD.

Honoring God means putting Him above everything and anything else. It means a total abandon just so we could obey Him and please ONLY Him.

Many times, we say we do honor God…but only with our lips. The passage of Scripture that was shares was in Mark 7:6-7.

And he said to them, “Well did Isaiah prophesy of you hypocrites, as it is written,

“‘This people honors me with their lips,
    but their heart is far from me;
in vain do they worship me,
    teaching as doctrines the commandments of men.’

True isn’t it? Many times, we honor Him and resolve to do things for Him when in fact when we do a heart check, it’s not truly for God…it’s always been centered on us and our desires.

And so, my personal prayer as I start a brand new year this 2015 is that…as I write down my faith goals and resolutions for the coming year, may it come from a heart that loves God. That I would step out in faith to see things happen in my life and be able to have breakthroughs only because I want to please Him and only Him…not men, not me, not anyone else..but Him. :)

So…that’s my two cents worth of thought for the new year. Happy New Year guys!

Also, our Church is having a series about Honoring God for the next five weeks. To listen to podcast about the message, click here.

Love,Anj.

The Reason for the Season. Merry Christmas everyone! :)

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December 25, 2014 | 12:45am

Merry Christmas everyone!!!!! The clock turned midnight here in my side of the world and as I was the only person who’s still awake in our house, I got to have the special moment to sit on our living room…slow down from all the festivities and whatnot of the season…and take the time to reflect just what this Christmas season has been and how have I been taking it in my heart this year.

I realized I’m being quick to lean on the sad side of how things have turned out “for me” this season…my brother not being able to come home for Christmas…things not being they used to be in the past…not having this or that..and then it hit me that I’ve been evaluating my “Christmas Experience” based on my circumstance once again..that just how I haven been so quick to see things that aren’t perfect looking in my situation, I have also been so quick to forget the Most Perfect Reason for celebrating the season…

And so, let me be now quick to type away couple things I had to remind myself basing from this reflection:

CHRISTMAS IS NOT ABOUT:

– gifts I receive…or give for that matter. {I know…cliche. But, if I am to be honest to myself, I’ve been truly calculating just how happier this Christmas season is compared to last year basing on how much more gifts I’ve received or given. ps. Yep, this season they say is the season of giving but I believe this shouldn’t be that only season we should give out gifts to the people around us, amiright? :) }

– Christmas “vibe” aka decorations and all its shenanigans. {I guess being in a country with a Christmas calendar that starts at September 01 has its great points and not so great points…because yes, decors and all represents that we are celebrating, but when these decors becomes my reason for celebration I think I have missed the whole point. So yeah, decors or no decors, I can celebrate this season.}

– people around me. {I believe this mindset was the hardest one to break in me…and I believe God is still breaking it–that Christmas is ultimately about being with family…hard to swallow, right? Because what happens when you get separated from your kins this Christmas? Will that make the essence of the season any less significant? What about Jesus who got separated from His Father on the very first Christmas? Hmmm…I thank God that He continues to renew our minds and patterns it according to His Word. I believe being with family is important…but being with them or not being with them shouldn’t be the real reason for our celebration this season…it should still be about..say it with me…JESUS. :) }

After all these reminders God had to pound in my heart, I felt more secured…knowing that in whatever circumstance or place I may found myself in this season or in the future, I can have a MERRY CHRISTMAS because God has made his dwelling in me already…He is my Emmanuel, our Emmanuel…our Jesus…and that should alone be our enough reason to celebrate this season…<3

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Happy birthday, Jesus!!! <3